I almost want to quit today, for some reason that I myself not clear. The feeling of hopeless defeated me. I lost my confidence in the job. I lost the feeling of superiority. We are so silly. That's what I want to say about the company.
I read an article from a disputed Singapore hostress'(dispute exists between one of my friend and me) blog called "How Our Attitude Affects Us." Wow, I like her writings. (NOT her, remember!)
We should work, talk, act, conduct like the characteristic we want to have before we really be(there is a sentence kind of like this.) Yes, I couldn't agree more. When we want to be excellent. The excellent dream should not just exsit in our mind, we should take it into actions.
I begin to reviewing houses today, Today's housing is a relatively small place called "Xin Ling Yu". 25 min walking distance from the subway and about 20 min from CRI, it will be convinent if I continuing working in CRI.
Around 305926yuan for a 58 square meter apartment, not exceed my budget.
However, the problem is that it's still remote compared with other places in Beijing, and I'm thinking that whether it worth investing or not, for the place is not popular and the price is relatively high compared with its location.
I didn't write anything recently, for first, i left Beijing and couldn't log on to my blog, second, i was ill for almost a week.
Dad and mum returned Beijing with me to take care of me. So, instead of interneting i usually chat with them after dinner. Peaceful life, just as what i dreamed of.
my friend recommended me a Singapore boy's blog and i love it at once. he said"Does the pain in heart make us realise that we are alive?" what if i can not feel my heart? Yes, i can feel nothing right now. i always asked my friend to slap my hand recently, insane?
A man told me that I was not ripe enough, I accept, though my salary keeps on rising, my EQ is just two low. I just don't know how to love people. How stupid i am.
"A man-made nest has been placed on a 10-meter steel shelf on the Jianwai SOHO Plaza, the most prosperous business area in Beijing. Chinese poet Yefu moved into the nest yesterday, where he will experience a bird's life for one-month.
Yefu took only a few necessary things with him, including a cup, a mobile phone, and bedding. Except for perhaps meeting some unsolvable problems, the poet will not leave the 4-square-meter space for the whole month.
However, he will report his condition to the organizers by cell phone messages three times a day. The organizers will prepare d ……
i kind of like this quiet place. few people would come here and read my entries, so i can practise my questionable english.
walking home after work has become my favorite recently. try to relax myself from the one-hour walk. and it also is a time for me to observe the nature. i found the some trees blossom.the rosy flowers are so beautiful. my colleague said women are born liking pinky things.
i don't want to drive my parents mad, obviously i'm not in a good mood today. lying in bed with stomach aching for the whole weekend, i can't feel worse. i don't know when the pain can come to a real end, is it mean that i have to have sex with sb. or get pregnant can i be freed from the pain?
i called him Saturday, i thought he was chatting with his gf on internet, i cried and told him that i was ill, i felt painful. he told me that he couldn't help me but felt sorry for me. he said you could come back and sleep with me, that was what i can help you.
i don't want to drive my parents mad, obviously i'm not in a good mood today. lying in bed with stomach aching for the whole weekend, i can't feel worse. i don't know when the pain can come to a real end, is it mean that i have to have sex with sb. or get pregnant can i be freed from the pain?
i called him Saturday, i thought he was chatting with his gf on internet, i cried and told him that i was ill, i felt painful. he told me that he couldn't help me but felt sorry for me. he said you could come back and sleep with me, that was what i can help you.
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