i kind of like this quiet place. few people would come here and read my entries, so i can practise my questionable english.
walking home after work has become my favorite recently. try to relax myself from the one-hour walk. and it also is a time for me to observe the nature. i found the some trees blossom.the rosy flowers are so beautiful. my colleague said women are born liking pinky things.
different from my roomates, i kind of like the market near our home more than the supermarket downstaris. for A. everything is cheaper than those in the supermarket. B. you can bargaining. i think i like bargaining. it may because that i need to communicate with people. the other way to show that how lonely i am.
one big thing recetly is that i found myself a boyfriend yesterday. a guy i got acquaitance through internet. two lonely people can be company. i think at least right now it has nothing to do with love. we send sms messages and try to talk like lovers.
z telephoned me today. i pretent to be having forgotten him. he seemed sad and said that i should have had sex with you, so that you would not forget for ever. i told him that that was not the way to make remember him. didn't he know how powerful love is? or he just pretent not knowing?
he is a man that cannot be understood by people easily. i feel sad for his girlfriend. however, he somehow is a good boyfriend, to some girl that doesn't have too much requirements.
i don't want to talk about him any more. just hope i can go smoothly with my new bf.