The Neurotic Fishbowl
Loneliness has become one big challenge
erminia 发表于 2005-4-27 21:32:31

"A man-made nest has been placed on a 10-meter steel shelf on the Jianwai SOHO Plaza, the most prosperous business area in Beijing. Chinese poet Yefu moved into the nest yesterday, where he will experience a bird's life for one-month.

Yefu took only a few necessary things with him, including a cup, a mobile phone, and bedding. Except for perhaps meeting some unsolvable problems, the poet will not leave the 4-square-meter space for the whole month.

However, he will report his condition to the organizers by cell phone messages three times a day. The organizers will prepare dinners for him. Yefu hopes the nest life experience could help him write a new book.

Organizer of the activity, the China Art Institute, says that they hope to use this alternative way to inform people that loneliness has become another major challenge for people in big cities nowadays.

The organizers are still looking for volunteers. Anyone who wants to take part can log on to a website: sohu.com and take a look."

i wrote this story today, and i am very satisfied with this word  "loneliness has become another major challenge for people in big cities nowadays". i can clear the meaning of the organizer only because i have this kind of experience. At least lonliness has become my biggest challenge.

I feel depressed, pressured, unhappy, lonely...i want to release myself before it turns to big mental problems.

i just want to graspe sb to talk with me, no matter who he is, no matter what he wants to talk. Just let it be an opposite gender.

i cann't remember how many times, i sit before my computer, watching porns. A man told me that in fact he think i don't have too much desires of sex. the only reason is that i'm to lonely. i need a company, who can communicate with me in soul or at least with our body.

oh, what am i saying. it would drive my parents crazy. my traditional education told me that i should not have a too-close relationship with male. Neither should i have sex with them before getting married. but who could tell me that if i cann't tie knot my whole life what i'm supposed to do with my natural desir. Whether i'm a virgin  or not is still important in that case?

Nobody tell me how to deal with the feeling of loneliless, they just teach me how to make myself more lonely, which is do Not speak to strangers especially men....


 


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