I got really depressed today because our foreign expert said that my English was poor. This is really unacceptable to me, a person whose job is writing English essays.
So, i make up my mind that write one English story per day. I believe that i can overcome the difficulty this time just as what i had done before.
i went to Jining last week. Just as i have planed i met Z. We fell in love of coure, but I was late, he has had a gf, and i can see that the girl love him so much.
Z celebrate my birthday with me. That was the happiest birthday i have ever spent. But there was not a kiss, as i have planed before going there.
Yes, i love him, but i felt really guilty to be with him, because of his gf. I know we are doing something that could hurt the girl but i cann't stop seeing him just as he cann't stop being with me.
3-day relationship and memory, that was all we have. i even didn't take any pictures of us. i know that it will make me sad.
need to practice my English
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